Time flies by seriously fast now. I feel overwhelmed with anxieties about things I can’t control. My struggle isn’t dwelling over the past but rather worrying over my future. I know that one day I’ll look back and think that all my worrying was futile but right now I can’t help it. I have this desire to take control over my life but I’m losing control as I overthink how to control it. So this is what I tell myself.

Somedays I wake up and go for a run and finish my to do list. Other days, I sleep in and spend the morning reading in bed. Time doesn’t wait for me but that doesn’t mean that I have to wait on time. What’s the rush right? The world is always moving and if I just wake up that day, that’s already one step on my path.